Hi Open,

Yes I do like her for her 'smarts' but as for a personality click I'm not sure. She's nice but I guess I just miss old T. Unfortunately old T doesn't have what I need to bring me to the next phase on my journey.

I'm feeling very defensive or standoffish with new T. It hurt to leave old T and I don't want to make myself vulnerable like that again. Stupid I know as there is the 'logical side' that is paying new T to help me.

Not sure how many sessions I'm going to have before I decide if I continue with old T or not. I don't want to stop seeing new T just because I miss old T. Gosh I feel so immature about it all!