My boyfriend of almost a year just broke up with me. I'm devistated. I have bad problems with depression and I think this might kill me. He's a really good Guy but I guess we don't understand each other. He is tired of dealing with my depressing crap. I really do try so hard but I guess its not good enough. I love him so much I still can't believe this happened. I've tried to fix myself. I started taking medication but I guess its not helping enough. I have no friends. I'm totally alone and I don't know how to deal with it. I want friends and a normal life but its really hard for me to get close to people. I'm 26 and this had been a lifelong struggle. Maybe I should just give up. We work together so I still have to see him which really sucks. I'm lost I really thought he was the one for me. Any words of wisdom would really help I'm just so sad and all Alone. I can't believe I'm back to my isolated life again