I failed Nano 2 years on a row now.

It sure doesn't feel good. It's hard when you have it in you but only one part... ideas or whatever, but the follow through is lacking.

Sometimes it makes me want to scream because I almost never finished anything in my life. I didn't even finish high school. Made up for it just not to finish uni.

I want to be able to grasp that talent and pull it out of the miserable place where everything gets lost.