((((((((((((((( likewater )))))))))))))))
I hope you were able to get some sleep. Sounds like you were pretty triggered last night. I understand how sometimes we can think of something negative and get into a whirlwind of thoughts going round and round and then our anxiety just goes haywire.
As long as your beloved dog is in good health, there is hope that she will live much longer. Sending you positive thoughts for today and always!