amazing but ordinary question....

what if?

the one thing I know is that when it's in the system it's a part of life.

in other words...for an addicted dude...take a drug a drink a smoke a thing of desire and it's gonna need more to feed itself.

and...now this is where it gets difficult...cos do I let it take over me or am I damned either way.....?
this is my question for now and maybe for another thread...

for I am in it and I know why