I have an intense fear of pain. But lately I've been wanting to burn myself. And quite recently I have come very close to doing it. I'm 17 and alone most of the day because I'm homeschooled. I have no friends to talk to and my parents have their own problems. I wanted to know if someone can tell me what they to not hurt themselves. As I've said I haven't done anything yet, mostly because I' afraid of the pain. But the fear is starting to go away. I"m really scared I might end up doing something.

-Thank you