I wanted to say thank you, I think Im going to start getting the "tools" in order, I dont like the meds with exception to the anxiety med. I need to find a good therapist and ask my family for support considering how unfair my disease is to them. This roller coaster has been a thrill and a drag.. sometimes both at the same time. I want to manage this without losing everything again. I have furnished (everything from furniture to appliances, to towel n bed sheets) over 10 houses in 11 years. I loved being a 'free spirit' or 'lost soul' as my mom always called me (depending on my mood), but anymore It exhaust me and I want to feel like I 'belong' somewhere for the first time in my life. Please keep me in ur prayers while I try to work this out. Thanks, Lisa