a small cloud with silver lining.

Cory is getting off work early to come directly here so i will not be alone when the guy gets here in case he is unnecessarily mean to me.

Thank GOD.

I literally entertained the idea of running away breifly I was so scared. At least this way I will know if it goes badly and i fall apart I have a safety net to fall back on. Corys smart, he knows what to do when I have a... spell, we will call it.

Still scared though and just .. ugh.