I am so sorry that you are in the deep dark hole. I hate that part of my bipolar. Life seems so difficult when there is no one who "gets you".
Are there any support groups that you can go to?
I have found that when I am in the serverly depressed state, that trying to find a romantic relationship is not a healthy thing.
Keep hanging in there and if you have no one to talk to, at least post!!!
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