Hi Screenager. I know exactly what you mean. I sometimes feel empty and always feel alone. I feel like I'm stuck being like this (depressed, anxious, ect.). I want a boyfriend one day, but I feel like I'll never be able to keep up with the relationship. I always feel awkward and uncomfortable around people too (it's because of my social phobia). No one understands me either, not even my family. They think I'm just weird and dramatic. I get jealous when I see happy couples or people too.

I'm sorry your feeling so numb and empty.