Hi, I am new to all this sorta stuff, and recently I believe I was diagnosed with APD. Everything I am reading on this reminds me a lot of my life and the way I have lived my life. I am lost on what to do about this since the ABD program or DSHS or whoever is telling me what to do is not actually treating me or anything. "He is severely antisocial, and unlikely to respond to treatment until he just burns out, probably after the age of 40" ~[...], Ph.D. This quote from my paperwork doesnt sound very promising to me. How does one become more in touch with the feelings and rights of others? How do I get passed the callousness of my views on everything? I have been to prison and locked up a lot in my life and it is like ingrained in me or something. How does one seek help by myself for this without having hardly any money or medical? What do I do?