I have been working to get back in touch with my faith though it is still hard. Yes you can want to change from the inside. I do. I made more money with such ways, but money didnt make me happy, my family does, and I hurt them. It destroyed us because I was selfish looking out for my needs, wants and desires. I want to change that, I want to make myself a good man. The question is how to get there I guess.
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Originally Posted by rex80
Really do sympathize with you and I recently discovered that my new bf has shown symtoms of a sociopath and I know I should be running and yet I can't get himm out of my mind. I told him what I thought and initial response was defensive but now he say he wants help and want me to hold his hand through this and please help him be normal and I am the only one that knows how effed up he is along with the ability to be himself around me. we get along great and have so much fun only fights are when he decides to disconnect and not show feeling all of a sudden, he eventually realizes and manipulations start I guess. What I am saying is being that way have and could you ever really want to change from the inside, I don't know if I can trust him???
Have you tried a spiritual resource to help...I don't know if you are willing to go that route but it is a positively great try???
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