I'm not going to tell you to ignore this and go drink some herbal tea, it's nothing, or something. Obviously, I can tell that it's effecting your life. (you're not productive in your life right now). You could talk to your doctor. A lot of people suffer from all kinds of stuff, and it's manageable. So you take the meds, you go to the professionals and you deal with it. I'm sorry you're so upset right now, but the best thing you can do is see your family doctor and explain to him what you've told us.