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Thank you for posting. I am sorry you are feeling the way you are but I can say I understand at least in what you are saying. I too wish I was never born. But I also know that somewhere there is a reason we were born and a reason for being. We may not know that reason right now but one day we will. Maybe it is being here and being able to connect to others and to somehow understand at least some of what they are feeling and going through. Maybe it is to reach others and to give even a ray of hope.

Just know that you are not alone. I feel dark days are here for me right now too but I know that they do lift at times and I agree with George H that it is during those times the darkness lifts that we have to hold on to those times as best we can when they do come. My mind seems to be spinning right now and I cannot seem to slow it down or even step out of it. But I know that it will slow again at some point.

I know that others cannot know exactly how we feel or understand what is going on but there are people who care and are here to listen, support, encourage, and help in just sharing what we can and hoping that somehow something we can share or say will help. I do hope you will keep reaching out and talking. There are many here that can relate to how you are feeling and what you are saying.

Just know that you are not alone and we do care and are hearing you. Sending you gentle hugs (if okay).

dps