A lot of my current life revolves around my job. I came to this job at the end of a very toxic relationship where friendships became distant or nonexistent. A lot of my Co workers became my friends and a couple of them are my closest friends. We also work longgggg hours so i imagine it would only be natural for people to become close. Since I have been there for awhile quite a few no longer work there so now I do have "outside" friends. I admit it does mess with the flow of the warehouse when things are good the flow is great when you add betrayals and heartless rumors in the mix stuff happens.
I know a lot of my issues stem from that toxic relationship. So when someone betrays me even on the smallest thing or sends a certain vibe my way i take it very personally.
It does not help when the world is full of shady characters and drug addictions.
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Invictus
it matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
William Ernest Henley
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