we were wondering if anyone else has these fears about having a good day or even more? like we dont deserve it and always looking over our shoulders waiting for the other shoe to drop or maybe worse? yesterday was spent is such severe flooding flashbacks and today things are actually going pretty good for a change and it just feels-WRONG. its such an unsettling feeling and to us seems like feeling bad is normal and safe. is there anyone else who can identify or are we just plain freakishly weird?