So I guess I'm a typical teenage girl. But that's really not it. I've never been very close to her at all and I don't remember ever being very close to her. And I know that hate is a strong word, and you would probably all say I do love her and I'm just being a teenager. But it's true, I just don't like her at all. If she died I doubt I would feel anything but relief. She makes me so angry, everything she does just bothers me. She likes my brothers more than me. And when she's around I feel uncomfortable. And I can't talk to her about anything. All my friends can talk to her parents and I feel like I can't because I don't like her and I don't want to have anything to do with her or interact with her more than I absolutely have to. She's overprotective and she's a control freak and she's always getting mad, not about unreasonable stuff I'll admit but she's just so uptight and she's not fun at all, ever. I hate her.
I just realized recently how unusual this is when my therapist told me (I have depression and ADHD) and she said it seemed abnormal and more extreme than most people that I just don't want anything to do with her and I would be happier walking out. I used to think this was normal but now I realize it probably not. Does anyone else feel/felt like this? Or have anti sea why?