I was also wondering if I might have PTSD?

I have bad insomnia and keep getting flash backs. I have always been intelligent and I knew what happened was wrong at the time but I didn't want my parents to feel guilty for not protecting me, they were always wonderful. I am one of those people who help others deal with their issues, understand the mindset and actions of them but lack the ability to be as emotionally involved as them. The only times I cry is on rare occassions when I remember what happened and can shed a tear, 2 at the most.

I plan on seeing a counsellor at college but I haven't gotten the nerve up to do it yet.