Hi, sorry for what you are going through.

This is not a decision one can make lightly, and what others think should not be the deciding 'vote'. You do need to have someone on your side for emotional support (family/friend), go to the police, and/or health professional to talk through your ordeal, its repercussions on your well-being and your options. It would be good to do this soon so you have all the support you need in these trying times.