I was diagnossed as schizoaffective and have been living under that for the better part of five years. My big concearns stated a year ago when I started having urges to be female, body was wrong, guys became attractive, clothes were all wrong, wife became unappealing. It became really stressful and like always I expected it to go away, only it got worse. So I started doing some research into MPD/DID. I fit some of the criterea but not all of it, I don't lose time, I rember it wrong, but I never lost it, my timeline just never lined up with the events other people rembered. I have fought with myself for years, and even through the halucinations I seperated them into different categories, inside and outside. Inside voices have always been real to me, the outside voices were halucinations. So on some advice from some people I acknowledged the inside voices, when I did my halucination vanished (except the inside voices), my paranoia went away, my delusional thinking vanished. I spent some time dealing with them, then I got a psychologist to take me on and we started working on things. Relaxation techniqiues blew into fits of rage, any questions relating to before I was eight were answered with "off limits". The more we tried to dig the more fight we got into. The kicker is about 6 months ago they just stopped, there are NO voices. Even the big one that I relied on for questions stopped talking. Everything has been silent. So I have to wonder if it was just another delusion. I started helping with some odd jobs and the stress of that started building, even basic day to day interactions seem to build into an explosion. Last week I had some time skips, brief ones, but I lost time, I never lose time, I always have some memory of things, I never go from A to D I always have A B C D, one of the main reasons I said it couldn't be DID. So now I am just looking for other peoples ideas.