I feel disconnected. With my surroundings, with my thoughts and with myself. I don't feel much emotions. It's like I'm going through the motions of life without actually experiencing anything. I don't get excited about things anymore, I don't get the energy or motivation to do things. I have trouble concentrating and thinking clearly. I have racing thoughts once in a while - all these memories, previous conversations, pictures, situations, "voices" (i don't actually hear them), music, thoughts etc going through my mind and I can't really control them when I get them.

Welcome ((((Vincentvega))))

I am sorry you are struggling right now. You've definitely come to a good place. Good people here with lots to offer.

I found a great T that I can share all my struggles with. It is so helpful to have someone that you can be completely honest with and work on recovery together: in person. No judgment (in person). Just tools and help to get it all out and start moving forward.

I had a similar experience and found out my Dx by working with my T.

Good luck! I hope you will continue to come here and share.