well.. i'm not super overweight. and I really hope I dont offend anyone here who may struggle with weight issues. sorry in advance...

Someone in pc mentioned that telling my size may be triggering. I dont understand but, ok.. thats why i put the trigger icon there....

I feel so huge and I hate it. I feel like a rolly polie and my clothes dont fit. i dont feel attractive and i have such a hard time losing this weight without resorting to bulemic methods.

so ya, i might be bulemic, my doctor thinks so. he had me on diet pills but they didnt work.

this is stressing me out so much i cant even breathe right now.