Oh Puzzle,

I am sorry for you. I can understand why you would feel angry, even though I can't know how difficult it is for you. I do understand how it feels to be so unfocused that you don't know what to do next. I make so many lists so I can remember what I am supposed to do and then promptly lose them and I forget that I ever made them. Sometimes I find them days later, sometimes years later. My bedroom wall is covered with papers of things I am supposed to remember, but I forget to look at it a lot of the time.

Please do hang on, you are worth it. *hugs*