I can totally relate, cmlwtcos.

I have always been smart, generally a good student, but now I've really been struggling with ADHD and anxiety and depression as well. I'd suggest taking as many resources as you can. Go to T, get a coach, set small goals for yourself, connect with others like you (like with this website), and don't ever give up. Keep communicating. Support is important.

There is always something else to try. And about the meds--we take them when we don't feel good. If those don't work, we keep trying to find ones that do. Try to think of meds as an aid to you instead of an awful hindrance.

PM me if you want. You're not alone :].