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Originally Posted by xenabaiche
What does it feel like, like in your head?
Also, what does this sound like to you?
I've lost my mind, in a sense. My mind has locked me out, like it's keeping something from me. My mind is completely numb. I can't think, I can't imagine anything. Everything that I see or hear goes in my head and just vanishes, I forget it instantly.
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being co conscious is different for everyone. with those that I was co conscious with it was hearing the voices of my alters, feeling their pain, feeling their happiness, feeling their emotions,...
Examples -
i would hear an alter say "I want my dolly" or i would hear an alter whining, laughing, ....
I would feel happy because Sunny was feeling happy
I would feel like crying because Rainy was crying
I would have a headache because Ruby held the memory of getting hit aside the head,
I would feel the pain of being sexually abused because that was what the alter was sharing with me...
co consciousness means being aware of the alters
feeling what the alters are feeling
hearing what the alters are saying...
what does what you posted sound like.. any number of thousands and thousands of mental and physical health problems or it could be just the way you normally are...
only your treatment providers can say what this is for you..
in me those things were called many things depending upon any accompanying or lack of accompanying symptoms such as...
sleep deprivation (lack of sleep, over tired)
eating disorder/lack of food/poor diet
anemia
hallucinations/delusions/ catatonic /psychosis / psychotic
bipolar disorder
Multiple Sclerosis
I can go on and on what these same symptoms you posted were called in me...
my suggestion contact a treatment provider ie your medical doctor/physician, therapist, psychiatrist... they can tell you what it is for you and how to best treat it.