I had a severe borderline personality disorder between seventeen and twenty four . I made a complete recovery , my physchiatrist declared me cured . However I was to find out that he told my father that my disorder could come back if something traumatic happen. I went to restart my life in the community trying to move on and get employment . However I struggled to make that happen , for their was always someone that remembered my past . I had a thought disorder back then and alot of people thought I had schizophrenia even proffessionals at the time for wasnt alot known about bpd in the eightie's . I struggled to fit into the work place and friendships came and gone . I went to on my find at the time my love of my life on the internet we got married , I lived with his family and it was the worst mistake I ever made . I got pregnant their and ended with post natual depression .I stayed at a psychiatric unit for depressed mother's . I got worse and worse for my husband at the time was fighting with me and threating to take our baby away . I ended up with a diagnose of very mild form of borderline personality disorder . I went on meds and got outside counselling . I got better and went off my meds . A few years on I got sick again , remembering former abuse , got diagnosed with severe anxiety and borderline traits . This is my story I want to recover from my mental health symptoms so I can get on with liveing a more fulfilling life.