I just know growing up....I thought my parents could read my mind because they would tell me they knew I did something wrong and I would get hurt..
and even when I did nothing They would soon inform me of how I lied/did this or that..and they caught me this time..

and also in school in psychology class we were studying stuff and these psychologists tricked these people into believing they were doing one thing..so they can test another thing...and I keep thinking my T is doing this...she is tricking me and since I was always told I was bad maybe I have this badness I dont know about that shes interrogating and willl find and then she will hate me and I will be alone. And then eveyrbody will know how horrible I am deep inside and then I just I keep thinknig eerything is a trap..its something shes "testing " in my brain to find out my horribleness and how much of a liar deceiver idiot I am or something...

I just dont know anymore

I just wish I could turn into a superhero and fly away. I dont wana be here no more