(((geez)))),

How EMDR was explained to me by my therapist is that it helps the brain process troubling memories so that these memories don't present the emotional problems that the bring forward. It replicates REM where the brain sorts through events of the day and then breaks them down and stores them as resolved. Evidently tramatic events don't get storred correctly.

The only way to find out if it helps you is to try it. They have found with many people, after a while they feel much better.

Everything you are feeling is normal, missing old T and wanting new T to feel more comfortable. You just have to give this some more time, it sounds like she is trying to help you trust her. Hey, trust doesn't come easy with PTSD.

You just have to hang in there is give this some time.

((((Hugs))))
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