does anybody else miss themselves? Yes, and then I go right to the Dr. or have someone help me a little with med adherence because it's never a good thing when I go off meds. I honestly miss the chaos and clean up because I don't know what to do with all this new found time. getting use to this new life is strange. I have to except that I think way outside the box and some of the ideas are okay but others are harmful for a fulfilling life. I have to except that currently I can not be med free but it's a goal to work towards with the help of my pdoc and therapist.