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I need neck surgery but they don't want to give it to me because of my age and it's cost. And any other treatment they've suggested (epidurals, trigger injections, etc) have been denied because they are not permanent solutions to the problem. So in the two years since my neck has been messed up all I've gotten is pain medication, and muscle relaxors.
Where the uni thing is concerned I just feel so stuck. People I went to school with are finishing their degrees and starting their carrers, and I am just starting out.
I've talked to my gran about it until I am blue in the face. It's infuriating that no matter what I say to her, how rational my argument, or how reasonably I come across; she takes it as a personal attack against her. So I've just stopped trying where she's concerned because I know nothing I do or say will make the slightest bit of difference.
Also my internet connection is gone. I am at the library right now trying to do some of my studies before finals and all. Don't know how often I'll be getting on here in the next couple of weeks because I don't want anyone to look over and see the site I'm on. Although that is highly unlikely due to the fact, besides the librarian, I am the only person here.
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Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole; just like a faucet that leakes and there is comfort in the sound.- Death Cab For Cutie
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