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Originally Posted by rainbow8
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I wonder if your T is going to feel comfortable making the decision for you. Maybe she wants YOU to make it, which of course is infinitely more difficult, isn't it?
Oh, I realize YOU want to cancel, not a difficult decision, but will go if she tells you to. Sorry.
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In the past there have been a couple of times I've called T and said that maybe I shouldn't come in because I feel 'blank', that there doesn't seem to be anything to discuss.
Her reply is that that is one of the best times to have session. She always always leaves it up to me but she will still encourage me to come in.
Yes, I want to cancel. But no, actually I do not want to cancel. Like I've mentioned before I have a desperate need to see her but along with that emotion is a desperate need to avoid her. This push/pull can be agonizing.