{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} This is horrible. I am so sorry this is happening. I know it doesn't feel like it right now but I want you to know that you are not alone. We are here. I know it doesn't seem like much but we are here and we do care. I wish there was something I could do, more that I could say. You have come such a long way from when you first came here. You have demonstrated strength and resiliency. You have grown and you have learned to open up. These gains are not all for naught. No matter what happens with your T and that clinic *zen spits on the floor in her anger at the clinic for its coldness* you still did these things. You did it. Not your T, not us, not anyone but you. You chose to get better. You chose to try to make a better life for yourself. You can continue to make that choice and we will be here to help as best we can.
I will be thinking of you,
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft