I have brought up how he's not very supportive of me, but he doesn't agree. He also says I don't love him, because I don't defend him enough.

I was always a gamer, too, but I don't play anymore. I have to work and take care of the kids, and I'm exhausted, and my mind races so much I can't concentrate. I can barely watch t.v. and concentrate on just that.

I am not ready to let go yet... That's really hard for me to do. But he won't go to therapy for any reason, not alone and not with me.

He was always a good dad, before CoD and streaming took over. Even with Halo he was never gone from us like this. Even with MMOs he wasn't.