Hello am a girl in my young 20s...and I can not stop masturbating .. I masturbate at every opportunity I get. I feel like I constantly have to touch my vagina with my fingers. But I am innocent and have never had sex, and I will not stop in my fingers, but just there at the beginning of the vagina .. you know. I'm ashamed incredibly much, but can not stop! I really think I'm addicted to it, and even worse, it always feels that I have to move there. can not stop .. I am also engaged to be married and is afraid it will become flabby down there or that it will affect my innocence. I masturbate daily, constantly, can not stop, and it's serious. and I hate myself for even that, and I'm ashamed very much for that. Sorry .. but had to share with me .. by the way .. I began to masturbate as a 4 year old .. is it weird? I think it's weird. and excuse my choice of words but sometimes I wish that could be rough ****ed till I will never again feel this horny and full of masturbation .. It is terrible .. way too vulgar.. but its the truth and it makes me sick.. what to do?