At my last two jobs, I have been mistreated terribly by management and coworkers for long periods of time. Finally, I fought back by yelling objections to the prolonged mis-treatment. Now, though I have never threatened anyone or struck anyone or tried to strike someone, I have been labeled as a danger when job references are requested by my past employers and no one will hire me. Further, I am not in a mental state to fight back legally. I am suffering from PTSD and complex-PTSD. I don't believe I will prevail if I fight back. And, emotionally, I am not up to fighting back as I have PTSD issues when I try to sit down and write it out.

So, I am a victim for having suffered through these ordeals and for not fighting back. Now, no one will hire me. I have never harmed anyone. I have had the misfortune of working for sharks back-to-back. I do not know how I can motivate myself to fight back. I hate my life. I have hated it for many years. I try to be a nice guy but have issues and burn out quickly. I always end up on the losing side. Today, I was told that I have lost self-confidence. But, it's more than that. My life is not worth fighting for. I hate it.

Can this be fixed? If so, where do I start?