I can't believe what is happening. I used to think people in pain would be supported- au contraire! I thought that every of my serious problems would make people show some ******* compassion- little did I know! Sexual abuse, physical abuse, parents' divorce, the imprisonment of my father, mistreatment in mental hospital, treating me unfairly, my niece, calling me a liar and attacking me- nothing is serious enough to get any support or compassion. Nothing means a thing. I'm not important to anyone, no matter what happens, it's always my fault, I'm to blame. No matter what people defend those who attack me. The mods find the most ridiculous excuse to kick me out. They say I'm paranoidal but I have dozens, hundreds of examples to prove that everyone's against me. Everyone's against me, no matter what I do and how I behave, whether I deserve it or not, always the same.