I don't like it that others can do things and not think a thing about it. How do they do it? Not me oh no! Always worried I will hurt someones feelings. Today was my Dad's b-day he passed 3 years ago. Oh yes, I miss him and thought about him alot today but that was not the problem. My emotions are raw and it's the little things that set me off. Like someone digging up my flowers because they were just growing random. I let this small act hurt me as if someone had just killed my best friend. Why because the flowers were a symbol of life to me and now they are gone. Means nothing to anyone else. Why do I cry?...... I wish I was not so emotional over the little things. Don't really need any answers just needed to get this out. Don't think there is any way to fix me. I am just an emotional mess.