(((candybear))))
(((lexi))))
((((fuzzybear))))

Thank you so much everyone.

Candy,
I know you are right, I really do. It just seems sometimes like the world has played a cruel joke on me in being adopted, then sent back at age 12(taken away) then bounced around from home to home, then to have society sort of let me slip through the cracks. I know in my heart she did it for good reasons.

Lexi

Thank you for being a dear friend. Yes, I did make it through the day and the thoughts are now passing.

Fuzzbucket,

Thank you for not forgetting me. Sometimes just knowing that friends like you havent forgotten me is enough to make it through the day.

The feelings are passing now that the situation has died down a little. My biggest trigger is feeling trapped in situations or having things be out of my control. So being thrown into a home inspection with a male authority figure and the thought of doing it alone threw me into a tizzy. Not to mention the fact that he was mean and unneccessarily short with me. Luckily tomorrow I get to go to their office, which means I wont be in a non public place and so I think it will be easier.

Thanks everyone