Bowhunt,

Your writing is just fine. I dunno, but I think I understand what you are saying. Look at that thread of mine you stepped into yesterday, really I was getting frustrated there.. And I can usually keep my cool. Was I not clear? I think I was clear as could be, but other people have other opinions. And we can't always make what we write come across to everyone the same way. So try to not worry about your writing.

I noticed that with your threads you are really taking things in and thinking, but that's so good. From the start of a thread to the end things might feel differently but that's ok, means you are really thinking and feeling here. Sorting it out best you can.

Seriously now, I'm no writer. Some of my threads have been so jumbled and confusing I am surprised anyone responded at all. I wrote quite a few while manic and quite a few while having psychosis. Haha you know the fun part.... When someone digs way back into the forum history and pulls up one of those embarrassing old threads of mine and make new posts on them. agh well.. You haven't written ones like that.. Yet hehe.

Ok so you know I think you are on the right track, your taking it slow. Your working on yourself. You've got that clarity there. You are working on becoming a healthier better you for you. And then the marriage, it could work out, and it might not. But you will know in the end that you gave it all you could. Really isn't that what's most important. The rest will fall where it may, and you will know when you get to it.

I think you and your wife are trying to take this and really work with it, in what does looks like a healthy mannor. No ones jumping the gun here. Slow and steady wins the race, and in the end you I think will be much better off because of the work you are doing now.

Honestly, I'm very proud of you!!! Did I tell you that? Look what you've done here. Really Bow not long ago there was a man here who was wanting to end it all, no future insight. That is not what I see here anymore, lots of talk about the future, and possibilities. I hope you see that too, give yourself a big pat on the back my friend, at least one from me, if you wont do it yourself. You do deserve it, you have beat yourself up long and hard enough.