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I'm so sorry this has happened. He does really care about you - I still feel that - but he is bound by the clinic rules. He has bent rules for you before, but that can only go so far. When he calls, maybe he will have an idea for what you can do from this point. I can't believe that he will just abandon you with no resources, but you have to be working towards getting better too. If you are not willing to change, then no matter how much anybody cares about you it just won't work.

Like I have told you before, you deserve a better life and to be able to respect yourself and like yourself. You could choose to make a statement that would make the people who care about you hurt very much, but at the same time you would deprive yourself of the chance to achieve everything good that you deserve. Or you can keep pushing forward, make some changes in your life, and take a chance that maybe happiness for you is around the corner. You know what I hope you will choose, and you know some of the choices you are making that are holding you back. Oh, how I wish that I could do it for you, but you have the right to choose for yourself.

Love,
Wendy

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