I know I have said this or something similar before but I just feel I need to voice my feelings about this again even if I repeat myself and seem not to have moved on.
I'm hurting so much when my friends and acquaintances tell me how great and unforgettable pregnancy and childbirth are and I just can't properly accept my childless situation without a hope of changing that any more.
I try to focus on the things I have, but sometimes I'm feeling so down and panicky about it that I don't see much of a point in all the other things I have.
Will it always be like this? Will there always be this void, this feeling of loss for something never experienced and never had? Is it worth continuing if this will be the case?
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