I laughed to myself because I can relate even though I don't have DID I do have non stop dissociation. Losing time is very frustrating because people talk to you and you have no idea what the person just said. My dissociation is so bad that years of my life have been wasted and it feels like a minute went by and want to explode just like you
I will end up in strange places and wouldn't know how I go there everything is auto pilot. Unless you have dissociation nobody will understand what were going through not even doctors.