I understand this awful, desparate feeling, (((((((((((Mary Alice))))))))). I have felt it before, (in my past life), and the thought of suicide actually helped me get thru. the minutes until, EVERY time, things would get resolved and it would be OK again.

That's why I hope so much that you won't act on those feelings, Mary Alice. These things have come up with your T and in your life before, but you have gotten thru. them and mostly every time, things have been resolved so that they were OK again, (at least with respect to this T).

I am sending you my prayers and keeping you in my thoughts, and will be watching for your follow-up post.

WE CARE ABOUT YOU, (((((((((((((MARY ALICE)))))))))))))!!!! XOXO, Jill

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