I can't believe how incredibly close this is to my own feelings. I actually got shivers. My sole agonizing question is: who am I? I was neglected a lot as a child and grew up in isolation. Now that I am older i have noticed I dont place value on relationships and emotions like my peers do. I feel empty and void beyond this one lingering tug of curiosity. Seeing that someone else feels similar is comforting. I'm sorry i cant offer any advice on your seeking though, seeing as how i cant answer my own.