I have been trying to stop cutting. This time I am using methods my counselor gave me...and I was doing good for almost a month. But I relapsed about 2 days ago. Things are going to get even more frustrating for me, and I am scared I won't be able to resist more of the urges. Trying to quit has been a terribly difficult process for me. I was a regular cutter for 6 years, and I was so used to just whipping a blade out whenever I felt the urge. Right now I feel like I'm going to go crazy! I want to cut so bad, but I have nothing to use, I feel trapped and anxious! And things are only going to get worse from here.
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