Hey, unhappyguy,
Are you in the States? Are you on SSI for your E?
http://www.indeed.com/Workforce
I think that Workforce centers are a federal program built to help people get back into jobs that they can do, enjoy doing, and have some success. Since I'm SSI, I was awarded counseling and an assistant of sorts to give me feedback and come with me to job interviews.
You may want to try looking into that option. I didn't get a full-time job, which was the big goal for Workforce center. To get me off SSI. But, I'm unable to handle working full-time without losing control of my E and my emotions. The 15 hours per week works pretty well for me. Not a big financial difference, since my SSI benefits have gone down, but I do feel better working somewhat.
Gentle hugs to you ~ hope this helps!