There is really nothing wrong with feeling the way you are, so don't feel weird or ashamed about it. I feel the same way about my T too most of the time. I still crave a motherly connection. But being an adult requires me to deal with the harsh reality that my T is not my mother. You must try to talk to your T about it so that she can teach you how to handle these feelings. She'll do it gradually, it is a slow process, so you must persist. Just being open and talking about it with her will help you too. Then you don't have to feel weird about it anymore. She already understands and she will help and teach you. Its sounds like you have an amazing T and being such a tender age it is a blessing for you. Big safe hugs xxxxx