to sit in my place and yell at myself!

to tell my brain to shut up

and all I want to do is cry

everyone leave me alone

I hate myself....

but I have to try

.....and do something

this life just has to forgive me!

it's not my fault

I want to know why it's so hard?

I don't care anymore

how come I am crying so much?

it seems I'm upset

today

I thought about ending it

to kill myself

so I wouldn't have to deal with me no more...

but I chose not to

but I hate my brain

I'm not even in my body

I wish it was easier

I can feel my brain

I hate it

I want to rip it away...out of my head

I am so strong

we all are so strong

but I cry my eyes out