((((cusack))))),

I think what you mean is that you don't have a good foundation to work with. That is something that takes time to work on and should be done with a good therapist. It is not unusal for many people to struggle because they lacked the proper nurturing and environment that helped them build a good foundation to tackle life and interacting with others. Just know that most people struggle with self esteem issues, you are truely not alone in feeling the way you feel. And it takes time to learn how to understand this and work on yourself, yes, and find your way to slowly interacting and simply learning from any mistakes you make. That is what we all do in our lives, we make our efforts and learn from the situations that do not provide us with postitive results.

((((Hugs)))))
Open Eyes