I would also base my telling t on how t has handled situations with me in the past. From everything I've read from you, your t doesn't tend to "overreact" or make hasty decisions. It seems she would monitor and follow-up and keep a steady dialogue on this with you in order to truly "know" when you might need additional help.

My brother deals with almost constant suicidal ideation. Both times he was hospitalized was due to actual attempts...not in telling a professional about the ideation, even after he'd been hospitalized once before for a very serious attempt, and he'd seen several t's and was honest about that.

I just wanted to share that too, and hope it helps to calm your anxiety when and if you decide to talk with t.

Again ((((((((((((((((((((((((( EV ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

kd